More secrets...

Sorry it took so long to post an update! I hadn't received any emails.... until now!

Here are some of the latest secrets...

* I just left six secrets in a library's copy of a Postsecret book.
I don't know if doing so helped me or not.

*I miss my best friend so much. And it hurts when people don't believe me that we were going to date. I just remember how passionately he kissed me the last day I saw him before he died.
I would give anything for him to come home.

*I wish she had died that same day, just so all this legal and guilt shit wouldn't be happening. She was fragile enough as it was. This didn't help. Guaranteed.

*Every time I have sex with a new guy, I avoid him in the morning because I'm terrified that he'll wake up thinking 'oh fuck, what have I done?', and I'll be able to sense his shame.

*im 15 and already my biggest fear is that i will end up alone.

* Sometimes I want to attempt suicide merely just to see who cares enough to come and see me whilst I'm hospitalised.
I'm not depressed or even that unhappy. I think I'm mainly just a melancholic and a tad curious.

*Two days ago I packed my bags and headed to a hotel room to get away from my parents and the constant negativity and arguing. I drove out of town only to cave and come back home. Only one person knew I was leaving and she said "let me call you right back." Sad thing is still no one else knows and no one even bothered to call me and ask how i was for those several hours. I think this reaffirms that if I went missing or something happened no one would notice except for the fact of not having me around to do things for them.



Once again, I thank each one of you for sharing your secrets with me, Please continue to share this site with your friends, and check back often for updates!

I'd love to have some picture secrets too!

:D
<3
Ali